Thursday Nov 10, 2005

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The lovely year long question I dread to hear came up today. My Pops finally got back from Missouri today after 4 weeks. He asked me what I wanted for Christmas. Yeah, I am not a Holiday type of person.. I would rather sit in my room all day and watch movies and stay away from the outside world. Hence the reason I work all...
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kupirate:
damn babe...they left on your birthday?...that really blows! hey, i see you're from eudora...thats so close to lawrence...where are you going to school?
devil_bitch:
Hey sweetie. I am not doing so well today. But I am hoping that tomorrow will be better. I am sorry that you are a Grinch. So this means that you won't be going Christmas shopping with me?

Wednesday Nov 09, 2005

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Holy Fuck, I'm back. Fucking money I hate it.. So, I've had some time off to think about a few things. It's fucking awesome.. KInda got my head clear for the time being.. School is starting to kick my ass.. I have 4 weeks left.. That is so fucking great. I'm trying to switch schools so I can start my LPN in Aug instead of...
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beryn:
wb and i'm glad to hear that things are gonnalet up at least some soon! smile

Tuesday Oct 25, 2005

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Sometimes, in my life, there are the days that I just want to fade away, like the summer fades to fall. Just randomly drift off into the night and not tell a single sole.. Would the people, that I care so much about, still remember me when I am gone, into a diffrent world? Would the person that broke my heart still remember the love...
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darqyn:
Choose.

Sunday Oct 23, 2005

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Eh?
darqyn:
WTF, mate?
beryn:
hey lady, give me a call later, i'm headed back to that place i hate in OK so will def be up for chatting if you are lol. I'll try ta call you before i head out in a few here.

Saturday Oct 22, 2005

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I know this is complely random... But there is this haunted train ride in Baldwin (south of Lawrence).. MY Pops made me take my neice to it. She love Halloween it's her all-time fav holiday..

But he was telling me a story about the last time he rode that train was.. He said he took Fred (a famlily friend that was like a grandpa to...
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Wednesday Oct 19, 2005

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I just got off work, I'm going to go rent some movies and chill all day.. turning the phone off. Don't feel like communicating with the outside world..
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freek:
take it easy cutie. good luck in all you do. ill catch ya when i get back if you still around on this site. sorry bout the lack of pics my desktop (which holds all my media) took a shit. otherwise id help ya out with pics of the new piercings. lets just say they look damn good. good enough to make me want me! lol. take it easy. the ol freek is out!!! biggrin kiss
freek:
fuck beer im talkin about whiskey!!!! if you come up to manhattan in the next few weeks gimme a buzz on freekshow1981@yahoo.com. ill be sure to do my damndest to meet ya.

Monday Oct 17, 2005

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I got great news the other day. A very good friend that is near and dear to me is moving back to KS from Cali. She should behome NOv 1st. It's so exciting.. So I get to be there when she gives birth to Kierra.. I wonder if she'll let me watch.. This type of thing is a very interesting process, that I never want...
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devil_bitch:
Hey some of us line in Missouri. LOL. I wish you lots of luck with everything that is going with you. As well as the patience to deal with things as they come. That is the best I can do sweetie. And your dad does sound pretty fucking funny. When are you off again? Do you have plans for Halloween weekend?

Saturday Oct 15, 2005

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In life, there is always that one person you can run to when you are having problems. This week I have been an emotional crutch for a few of my friends. With this week of complete chaos, I have learned a few things about people.
1. It is good to know you have good friends that will be there though thick and thin. Even when...
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Tuesday Oct 11, 2005

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Well, I just got off work. I gotta pick the kiddo up from school. take a small nap when my mother gets home. and off to work again at midnight.. What fun this shall be.. oh well it's 6 hours of Overtime.. I need the money..
tinsoldier:
... she works hard for the money..... wink
beryn:
kiss that is all!...... Ok i lied you get more than one! shocked kiss kiss blush

Friday Oct 07, 2005

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My brother leaves at 3am.. It sucks already. I think it is just the fact that I know he's not going to be around.. I will have no one to make fun of anymore.. DAmn it.. Plus I will highly miss all of his retarded jokes.. I guess we all become too familular with someone being there, and when they are gone, that is when...
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darqyn:
No, there's only loneliness with her. You need to be true to yourself. Be true to your emotions. It makes you beautiful. It makes you real.

Wednesday Oct 05, 2005

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I have been completely consumed in my emotions. MY brother is moving in Saturday morning to Austin. It's bittersweet from me.. we fight all the time. but If i need anything he is there.. Honestly he's been the one keeping me sane while living at my parents house.

A very close friend is getting back from Iraq in NOvember. I have been over come with...
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devil_bitch:
Numb is my constant state. Comfortably no. But definately numb. I hope that you feel better soon.
darqyn:
Keep feeling. It's worth it, unfortunately.

Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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O-Tep "self made"

..no..

FIND THE DEFECT
THE REASON,
THE SOURCE OF ALL THIS MISERY
-- AND EXTRACT IT ... FOREVER.

WHAT HEALS ME - KILLS ME!


I'M A NATURAL ASSASSIN
A MASSACRE IN ACTION

I'VE NEVER KNOWN REMORSE
OR FELT ANY COMPASSION

THIS IS MY DRUG OF CHOICE
THE REASON DEMONS REJOICE

MY RAGE REMAINS
A BEAST UNTAMED

... I BET YOU'LL REMEMBER ME...
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