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Friday Sep 17, 2010

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So my last blog entry was almost a month ago

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

Well here's the rundown, more to come later

I got a job, got a suit, realized my best friend's wife doesn't like me all that much, and I've found that I'm not all that smooth on dates.

I'm still looking for an apartment in Portland, and working slowly on getting into school as well as progressing my writing on my third book

A novel is a difficult thing to write when one has little to no inspiration.

As of right now, I'm flat broke. Totally sucks. But my first paycheck comes in on Monday, so that's not nearly as bad.


Everything is facing me down right now like I'm staring down my (recently discovered) sister's rifle. Stress is getting to me in new ways every day.

Maybe I'm restless, or maybe I'm just tired of sleeping in the living room while my best friend and his wife cavort down the hall.

In either case, I'm at a point in life where more than anything, I need stability

And as a gentleman once said, "So we all are growing old, and it's getting old."

Through collective experience I see more clearly.

Life is a series of challenges, and I'm prepared to take them in stride.
tore:
I thought you already knew she didn't like you?
Sep 17, 2010
aranda:
Sorry to hear you're so stressed out, I'm sure things will get better soon..I hope they do smile
Sep 18, 2010

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