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Thursday May 21, 2009

May 21, 2009
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I can't believe I let my heart fall into the hands of a monster

A creature beyond definition

I love you means nothing here

These are roads man never wishes to tread

I shake with anger

I was ready to run back to her

I missed her

But now

Now the monster has ripped it from me

The last surviving bit of humanity

"As much as I loved you"

It hasn't even been months

It's past already

I fight tears

I fight these ancient urges

I cannot hurt myself

I must be numb

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