perfectequation

i miss back rubs.




tomorrow night, i'm leaving for arizona. i don't want to go. it'd be better if i had someone to keep me company on the drive, but nope. i just want to go and get everything over with and go home.
i need to find my birth certificate for this stupid interview. i put it down somewhere and now my room is a total mess and i can't find it. -sigh-
i know my mom is going to be mad at me for not registering my car (although i'm going to try and do that tomorrow...'cept i don't think i have enough money to do that). i just wanna get there reallly late and go to sleep and wake up, go to my interview, go home and eat and then drive back. the driving back part is good, cause fr3ak and i are going to watch movies and have hot chocolate.

today i looked up apartments. i wrote about...five down, all under $700 per month. hopefully i find something good. that'll start my better mood i hope.

i'm tired of feeling like...ew. it's not just because of what's happened lately, i've just been thinking about other relationship-type situations and stuff that's happened with my family and other stuff and...i'm just tired of feeling like this all the time. i'm in need of good luck i think. and hugs. lots of those.



time to go back to the birth certifcate search. and hopefully sleep.



edit: found the birth certificate...but no sleep. the wind is still blowing like crazy and slam-banging things around outside. freaking me out man. i need someone to snuggle so's i can sleep and not be freaked out.


.:Someday my prince will come
Someday we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever, I know:.