This is so frustrating! With good, inevitably there is always bad.
I was cast today in a Mindless Self Indulgence video that's shooting tomorrow, and the call time is going to require me leaving my house at 1 in the afternoon, and probably not getting home until somewhere around 8 the next morning. Then I have to work on Sunday, from 1-10 pm which will mean I have to leave at 11 am and wont get home till midnight (if we actually get out at 10 pm). Then I have to open on Monday, and work until 5 pm. Because my job hates me and wants me to quit, I think.
Well, tomorrow I will require a babysitter and naturally, no one in my family wants to babysit. So what does this mean? I may not be able to do the video! What the hell! My father is very condescending about it, too. He said, if it were for "real work", he'd have no problem babysitting for me. But since I'm just "going to be fucking off for an entire day", he doesnt see why he should babysit. He doesn't understand that these are the things I actually want to be doing, and every time I do something music-related, he blatantly tells me that it's a waste of time.
the lack of support in my home does not leave me feeling encouraged. He's told me on several occasions he'd rather me be a stay-at-home, waste of space welfare mother (no offense to those on welfare since you've got to do what you've got to do and my daughter receives medicaid through welfare thank you very much), than to be a sporadically-working but staying in the field that makes me happy-mom. He's also told me to quit my job so he could receive rent checks and cash monthly from welfare for me. 
What am I going to do!
/rant
I was cast today in a Mindless Self Indulgence video that's shooting tomorrow, and the call time is going to require me leaving my house at 1 in the afternoon, and probably not getting home until somewhere around 8 the next morning. Then I have to work on Sunday, from 1-10 pm which will mean I have to leave at 11 am and wont get home till midnight (if we actually get out at 10 pm). Then I have to open on Monday, and work until 5 pm. Because my job hates me and wants me to quit, I think.
Well, tomorrow I will require a babysitter and naturally, no one in my family wants to babysit. So what does this mean? I may not be able to do the video! What the hell! My father is very condescending about it, too. He said, if it were for "real work", he'd have no problem babysitting for me. But since I'm just "going to be fucking off for an entire day", he doesnt see why he should babysit. He doesn't understand that these are the things I actually want to be doing, and every time I do something music-related, he blatantly tells me that it's a waste of time.
the lack of support in my home does not leave me feeling encouraged. He's told me on several occasions he'd rather me be a stay-at-home, waste of space welfare mother (no offense to those on welfare since you've got to do what you've got to do and my daughter receives medicaid through welfare thank you very much), than to be a sporadically-working but staying in the field that makes me happy-mom. He's also told me to quit my job so he could receive rent checks and cash monthly from welfare for me. What am I going to do!
/rant