Well I canceled my account. I've basically lost interest in the site. The photo sets are still beautiful, the groups still hold interesting conversations but I don't seem to care about any of it. Maybe I'll be back, maybe not, and I guess I'm not officially gone yet until my membership runs out in November so I might even change my mind before then but I sincerely doubt it. Thanks to everyone who has sent well wishes my way 
Guess I'll need someone to take over the Ocean Geeks group. I had fun. Peace!
*Here is an addendum to my post. I'm moving within months (hopefully) to Madison, Wi. Saving up and waiting for some money that is coming to me. After I got divorced last year I decided to move back in with my mom who was not doing very well and could use some support. I had been out of the house since I was 18 so it had been about 7 years since I lived there and moving home was something I promised myself I would never do. My mom seemed to need me though so I bit the bullet and things went more or less pretty well. When things went south for her though I was there the whole time and I thought it was really making a difference, with the end result being what happened though it apparently didn't really matter. Now I'm in the house I hate without my mom. I have no internet access so it's only when I'm at work I can log on to SG and well SG isn't exactly SFW. Anyways also after a talk with my girlfriend I understand she is a tad insecure with me looking at all the pretty girls on here which I understand. I know she doesn't expect me to quit the site but I don't think it's a big deal for me and might help her out. See she is somewhat similar to my mom, bi-polar, depressive, et-cetera. Similar to me as well though I don't believe I'm bi-polar. We used to even take the same medication, Lexapro, until I weened off of it after my mom's passing. The doctor had increased my moms dose of Lexapro to 20 mg about a week or two before she shot herself so it kind of scared me off. I'm talking to my girlfriend about going to a new doctor and seeing what else she can take as well, the lexapro honestly doesn't seem to work that well and a higher dosage might not be a good idea, plus that shit is $90 a month!!! Anyways I thought addendum were supposed to make more sense out of something?
Well more and more shit is going on and it's just all a bit much. I need to take the time I waste on the internet and focus it on something productive and creative. I need to finish my girlfriends website Needle & Threat! which I'm waiting on my copy of the new iLife '08 with the new iWeb to do. I need to do lots 
I love the people I met on here and I'm pretty sure I'll be back at some point and I guess I haven't actually left yet. Take care everyone 
Guess I'll need someone to take over the Ocean Geeks group. I had fun. Peace!
*Here is an addendum to my post. I'm moving within months (hopefully) to Madison, Wi. Saving up and waiting for some money that is coming to me. After I got divorced last year I decided to move back in with my mom who was not doing very well and could use some support. I had been out of the house since I was 18 so it had been about 7 years since I lived there and moving home was something I promised myself I would never do. My mom seemed to need me though so I bit the bullet and things went more or less pretty well. When things went south for her though I was there the whole time and I thought it was really making a difference, with the end result being what happened though it apparently didn't really matter. Now I'm in the house I hate without my mom. I have no internet access so it's only when I'm at work I can log on to SG and well SG isn't exactly SFW. Anyways also after a talk with my girlfriend I understand she is a tad insecure with me looking at all the pretty girls on here which I understand. I know she doesn't expect me to quit the site but I don't think it's a big deal for me and might help her out. See she is somewhat similar to my mom, bi-polar, depressive, et-cetera. Similar to me as well though I don't believe I'm bi-polar. We used to even take the same medication, Lexapro, until I weened off of it after my mom's passing. The doctor had increased my moms dose of Lexapro to 20 mg about a week or two before she shot herself so it kind of scared me off. I'm talking to my girlfriend about going to a new doctor and seeing what else she can take as well, the lexapro honestly doesn't seem to work that well and a higher dosage might not be a good idea, plus that shit is $90 a month!!! Anyways I thought addendum were supposed to make more sense out of something?
Well more and more shit is going on and it's just all a bit much. I need to take the time I waste on the internet and focus it on something productive and creative. I need to finish my girlfriends website Needle & Threat! which I'm waiting on my copy of the new iLife '08 with the new iWeb to do. I need to do lots I love the people I met on here and I'm pretty sure I'll be back at some point and I guess I haven't actually left yet. Take care everyone VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
Peace, Peace, Love!