perdy

What an odd week I'm having, makes me feel all out of sorts. Or is it because I'm out of sorts that I'm having an odd week?

I'm often amased at my capacity to be reasonable and maintain control. To do the grown up, proper thing.

Thing is what I really want to do is react how all my instincts are telling me to. To be free to not do what is best, but what I want to. Especially when other people are doing what they want and not considering the consequences. Especially when it affects someone I love.

I'd like to give them some consequences.