Alright well I haven't updated in a while.
Like I said last time, i'm feeling much better now. I was talking to my boss the other day discussing how I felt my life is yet again getting stale. I feel the need for a change or something new but I don't know what. Its kind of a bummer. I'm happy, yet not. I Dunno how to explain it or how to fix it really.
For those of you wondering about the girl and the breakup....Its easiar this time because I know I can live without her. I think the reason I had to make that same mistake again was because I hadn't completely learned the lesson. And I have learned now. I know some things I didn't know before. I made some realizations. I can let her go completely.
As for everything else. Work is going okay. I thought this job would change my life and so far all it's changed is my hours. I'm making more money sure. I'm out of bussing which really makes me happy. But, I dunno. Maybe it's just that i'm on grave shift at the moment. I'm not really working during the busy hours. I make coffee and soda and its me standing alone for hours. So...yeah. I obviously can't wait to get to swing shift. Or even day shift! I need to practice my drinks. Lordy.
I bought a mini-fridge and its freaking awesome. I'm finally able to house my own food and not have to worry about it. I'm losing wieght. I'm happy about that.
There's the CUTEST cutie at work and I totally embarassed myself in front of her today
. And of course i've been staring her down every time i see her and asking around about her so she probably already thinks i'm a crazy stalker....but...I can't help it! she's soooo cute.
I'm tired. I need a change.
Like I said last time, i'm feeling much better now. I was talking to my boss the other day discussing how I felt my life is yet again getting stale. I feel the need for a change or something new but I don't know what. Its kind of a bummer. I'm happy, yet not. I Dunno how to explain it or how to fix it really.
For those of you wondering about the girl and the breakup....Its easiar this time because I know I can live without her. I think the reason I had to make that same mistake again was because I hadn't completely learned the lesson. And I have learned now. I know some things I didn't know before. I made some realizations. I can let her go completely.
As for everything else. Work is going okay. I thought this job would change my life and so far all it's changed is my hours. I'm making more money sure. I'm out of bussing which really makes me happy. But, I dunno. Maybe it's just that i'm on grave shift at the moment. I'm not really working during the busy hours. I make coffee and soda and its me standing alone for hours. So...yeah. I obviously can't wait to get to swing shift. Or even day shift! I need to practice my drinks. Lordy.
I bought a mini-fridge and its freaking awesome. I'm finally able to house my own food and not have to worry about it. I'm losing wieght. I'm happy about that.
There's the CUTEST cutie at work and I totally embarassed myself in front of her today
. And of course i've been staring her down every time i see her and asking around about her so she probably already thinks i'm a crazy stalker....but...I can't help it! she's soooo cute.
I'm tired. I need a change.
ki1:
good to learn lessons hun. but you got to stop being a stalker!! you'll get yourself fired. 