pepper13

On my way home from work I had something witty and sharp to say but I lost it. When I was in Florida I felt so energized and alive and now, within a couple of days home I am tired and old.everything is grey and cold and I feel like I am only running on 3 cylinders. I feel like I have more pupose and direction but this is and cannot be the whole story. I feel like every day is a test, a test that is impossible to pass. I know that in order to save myself, my sanity, is to leave this place. Damn! why do things have to be so fucking complicated? Do not get me wrong , I am not depressed and down. I am mearly seeing things as I should have been seeing them all along