penultimate

I wish i was more photogenic. I'm a cute girl, but it doesn't translate well on film. i always look poopy in pictures. suckfest

i need a haircut.

i feel like getting drunk. who's with me?

there are so many ways i'd like to see myself, so many ways i want to be seen. why can't i have it all?

so the girls have been going to a swingers club here in town. i'm going with them next time. should be fun. of course, i'm not allowed to touch. but that doesn't mean i can't be a voyuer.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Leaving for Disneyland in less than 6 hours. 6 of us are going.

Just got back from seeing Sarah Silverman in Jesus is Magic. So offensive and funny. plus she's super cute. i think my boyfriend ha s a crush on her.

my job is killing me...

got my costume! sadly i'm just another pirate in the crowd, but i look hot in it so whatever. our peter pan theme pretty much sux but it gives my pirate a reson for being. now if nick would just finish his Pan costume already. p.s. i quit smoking 1 year ago this month. yay me. i still want a cigarette every day.

Last night ended up being fucking good times! Nearly everyone showed up. Rachel let me borrow her Motion City Soundtrack cd. i think it's becoming my new favorite. Spent the majority of tonight talking to Midget over hot cocoa. it was great. i'm really content right now.

we still didn't get that porn. lol

so bored i'm falling asleep. i have to get out. meeting everyone at The Livingroom. I think i'll make an appearance at Cathedral...

So no porn tonight. we're trying to loosen Brion up, but he's pretty resistant. we got desperate enough to go to 7-11 for playboys. sometime this weekend we're going to the crypt. midget and i wanna get some stuff and it would be awesome to see brion in there.

maren... that chick is cool. we're more alike than i thought. i like that.

still no...
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