so a update is needed.... she now made an official relationship with this american dude she is forever skyping/fbing/msning. lol
yeh not so lol in my head though. rather pissed off at her and myself but what can i do since im leaving the country in July...
**edit 8/3/11** we spent mojaority of Soundwave together with other friends. and she told me last night that it made her very confused because during iron maiden, she wanted to hold my hands and before that, wanted to kiss me. ive fine and moved on so i dont know what to think or say. so will be interesting to see what happens between her and the american now. aswell as between us. makes me wonder if its because i was a bit of an asshole to her on sunday about the relationship thing... **ponders** **/edit**
on another note, i went and saw 'no strings attached' tonight. which stars Nat Portman and Ashton Kutcher...made me want a fuck buddy... haha... now thats a dream right there. lol. but yh, my love life sucks so im not hopeful for one to pop up any time soon
anyways, on a happier note. im down from 40mg of anti-depressants to 20mg... at the start of May i will get off them and hopefully for good ^^
yeh not so lol in my head though. rather pissed off at her and myself but what can i do since im leaving the country in July...
**edit 8/3/11** we spent mojaority of Soundwave together with other friends. and she told me last night that it made her very confused because during iron maiden, she wanted to hold my hands and before that, wanted to kiss me. ive fine and moved on so i dont know what to think or say. so will be interesting to see what happens between her and the american now. aswell as between us. makes me wonder if its because i was a bit of an asshole to her on sunday about the relationship thing... **ponders** **/edit**
on another note, i went and saw 'no strings attached' tonight. which stars Nat Portman and Ashton Kutcher...made me want a fuck buddy... haha... now thats a dream right there. lol. but yh, my love life sucks so im not hopeful for one to pop up any time soon
anyways, on a happier note. im down from 40mg of anti-depressants to 20mg... at the start of May i will get off them and hopefully for good ^^
Glad you're getting off the meds, LIFAD...