god, I miss my Mikey like crazy.
I haven't seen him, or heard more than a few words from him since Sunday.
I can't say anything though, because he needs to be with his dad and family. I want him to be with them, but I'm getting really depressed. I don't know if I can wait til Friday or, worse yet, Saturday to see him again.
I'm a sad girl, I know he's hurting like mad and I want to be with him, but I understand that he needs to be with family and Glen as much as he possibly can.
UPDATE: I got my fix!!!
Yeah, I'm so so happy. That boy just puts me over the moon. It was a rather up and down visit. Aunt Betty asked everyone their favorite memory with Glen. It was so sweet, the things everyone was saying. I wish I'd known him. He is one amazing guy. Today he was laughing and joking. I didn't want to inturupte when the family was with him, but Mary told me to go in his room. He lit up when Mary said it was me......god, he is such an amazing guy. I know where my Mikey gets some of it from now. 
Then Mary came out to have a ciggie with Mike. She said Glen said to tell his kids he loves them all very much. It isn't fair. It is so fucked up that we are losing him, and I'm so angry......it just isn't fucking fair.
Glen was talking about Mary, how he was watching her when she was sitting on the couch. She smiled, and he said she was so beautiful, it took him a long time to realize, but she is very beautiful. He almost broke down, because he said it took him this long to understand how much so......GOD I'M PISSED!!!!!!! WHY? Haven't we been through enough? Now we get this too? Goddamnit! Every fucking cemetary in this county, and it still isn't enough! Fuck, why?
What did he do to get this, what did this family (this amazing, caring, hard working, beautiful family) do?
Is it ever enough? I'm so sad, and angry, but more sad. I know, I'm being selfish, we have all lost special people, but just let me blow some steam........
I haven't seen him, or heard more than a few words from him since Sunday.
I can't say anything though, because he needs to be with his dad and family. I want him to be with them, but I'm getting really depressed. I don't know if I can wait til Friday or, worse yet, Saturday to see him again.I'm a sad girl, I know he's hurting like mad and I want to be with him, but I understand that he needs to be with family and Glen as much as he possibly can.
UPDATE: I got my fix!!!
Yeah, I'm so so happy. That boy just puts me over the moon. It was a rather up and down visit. Aunt Betty asked everyone their favorite memory with Glen. It was so sweet, the things everyone was saying. I wish I'd known him. He is one amazing guy. Today he was laughing and joking. I didn't want to inturupte when the family was with him, but Mary told me to go in his room. He lit up when Mary said it was me......god, he is such an amazing guy. I know where my Mikey gets some of it from now. Then Mary came out to have a ciggie with Mike. She said Glen said to tell his kids he loves them all very much. It isn't fair. It is so fucked up that we are losing him, and I'm so angry......it just isn't fucking fair.
Glen was talking about Mary, how he was watching her when she was sitting on the couch. She smiled, and he said she was so beautiful, it took him a long time to realize, but she is very beautiful. He almost broke down, because he said it took him this long to understand how much so......GOD I'M PISSED!!!!!!! WHY? Haven't we been through enough? Now we get this too? Goddamnit! Every fucking cemetary in this county, and it still isn't enough! Fuck, why?
What did he do to get this, what did this family (this amazing, caring, hard working, beautiful family) do?
Is it ever enough? I'm so sad, and angry, but more sad. I know, I'm being selfish, we have all lost special people, but just let me blow some steam........