It really is all about hope. Infinate hope.
My life can be so fucked up, but I've got hope, and I can't kick it. I don't want to kick it.
Even now, when my car is in the shop for the eight time this month (hahahaha!!!!), I've got the best silver lining. My family and friends. They are there for me, no matter what. Even people I hardly know, go out of their way to help me. I was kind of down this morning, but when I was out on my bike I saw a little kid laughing
Everything in the world was right, and my eyes were opened to all the sacrifices that my friends and family have been making for me.
I've got them, they make sure I'm okay, and they give me hope. Infinate hope. It really is all about hope.
My life can be so fucked up, but I've got hope, and I can't kick it. I don't want to kick it.
Even now, when my car is in the shop for the eight time this month (hahahaha!!!!), I've got the best silver lining. My family and friends. They are there for me, no matter what. Even people I hardly know, go out of their way to help me. I was kind of down this morning, but when I was out on my bike I saw a little kid laughing

I've got them, they make sure I'm okay, and they give me hope. Infinate hope. It really is all about hope.
About a week or so after we got back, I ordered my first batch (5? 6?) of microbes. I had a journal entry about it too. "SYH's Apartment Gets Quarantined" or something like that. The pictures are gone but the post remains.