I'm dieting. Like hardcore dieting. Less than 1,000 calories a day...... 
And biking, jogging, swimming, lifting (I hate lifting, but I love the results), and doing the cardio stuff at the gym. I'm hungry....lol. I want to lose eight pounds this next week and a half (I have plans to get another tattoo, on my hip bones, I'm thinking). Not healthy, but I'm pretty tough, I can take it in stride.
I weigh less now then I ever have, but I feel worse about my body then I ever have at the same time. I don't know. I want to lose like 15 pounds. 5'8", 140 is healthy. I'm going for that. I don't think I want to weigh any less than that, I love my chub, and I never want to lose all of it, so I think 140 would be good.
Anyway. I'm such a lucky girl. Really. I have an amazing boyfriend (that everyone is so wrong about), work with fantastic people (who make me feel so loved and wantted), came into the coolest family (really, no other family is like mine, and we are far too cool to even start to explain, LOL), hang with an awesome crowd (they accept me, no matter what, and some of them even think I'm wicked awesome), and I'm just content with where my life is going.
About that boy, he sent me this after he left for work today; "Mornin beautiful. Have a great day babe!" He jumpped into bed before he left and kissed me, held me, and told me to go back to sleep
LOL The time I get to spend with him is always way too short.
And biking, jogging, swimming, lifting (I hate lifting, but I love the results), and doing the cardio stuff at the gym. I'm hungry....lol. I want to lose eight pounds this next week and a half (I have plans to get another tattoo, on my hip bones, I'm thinking). Not healthy, but I'm pretty tough, I can take it in stride.I weigh less now then I ever have, but I feel worse about my body then I ever have at the same time. I don't know. I want to lose like 15 pounds. 5'8", 140 is healthy. I'm going for that. I don't think I want to weigh any less than that, I love my chub, and I never want to lose all of it, so I think 140 would be good.
Anyway. I'm such a lucky girl. Really. I have an amazing boyfriend (that everyone is so wrong about), work with fantastic people (who make me feel so loved and wantted), came into the coolest family (really, no other family is like mine, and we are far too cool to even start to explain, LOL), hang with an awesome crowd (they accept me, no matter what, and some of them even think I'm wicked awesome), and I'm just content with where my life is going.
About that boy, he sent me this after he left for work today; "Mornin beautiful. Have a great day babe!" He jumpped into bed before he left and kissed me, held me, and told me to go back to sleep
LOL The time I get to spend with him is always way too short.
You better keep him!!!!