Hey there!
Who's a lazy girl who is not eating right? Me, right here. I feel yucky becuase I'm not taking care of me.
So, I got stuck in the parking lot at work and the guys came out on our lunch break and pushed me out. I love my boys from work. I made them vegan brownies with walnuts and dates. Yummy!
Ummm....what else? I really really really really really really miss miss miss my Lynn.
He keeps telling other people to tell me hi and that he misses me, but he won't call me. Stupid boy. I don't have the number of the friend who's house he's staying at, and I have much too much pride to ask. Plus, he's always talking about Charlyna. Puke on her, and him with her. I just don't know. I don't know if I should tell him that I might love him, even though he has his little internet girlfriend. I think he might feel the same, but I don't want to fuck up our friendship if he doesn't.
There is another guy, but I've heard he's gay. From a guy that I know wants me, so I don't know if its true. He's never been married or had kids, so I guess him being gay would explain that whole situation. He's so damn sweet, and funny. He has a real dry sense of humor, and rarely cracks a smile, but when he does its great. He's older, like a few years younger than my daddy, but I don't think my dad is old. 50 isn't old, just older than me, and I'm just a pup.
Anyway, on a very sad note, Jeff had a heart attack and died Saturday. Jeff was 25. When have we had enough? We have lost too many people, too many young people. I'm only 21 and I know far too many people when I walk thorough the cemetaries around here. Its fucked up.
Who's a lazy girl who is not eating right? Me, right here. I feel yucky becuase I'm not taking care of me.
So, I got stuck in the parking lot at work and the guys came out on our lunch break and pushed me out. I love my boys from work. I made them vegan brownies with walnuts and dates. Yummy!
Ummm....what else? I really really really really really really miss miss miss my Lynn.
He keeps telling other people to tell me hi and that he misses me, but he won't call me. Stupid boy. I don't have the number of the friend who's house he's staying at, and I have much too much pride to ask. Plus, he's always talking about Charlyna. Puke on her, and him with her. I just don't know. I don't know if I should tell him that I might love him, even though he has his little internet girlfriend. I think he might feel the same, but I don't want to fuck up our friendship if he doesn't.
There is another guy, but I've heard he's gay. From a guy that I know wants me, so I don't know if its true. He's never been married or had kids, so I guess him being gay would explain that whole situation. He's so damn sweet, and funny. He has a real dry sense of humor, and rarely cracks a smile, but when he does its great. He's older, like a few years younger than my daddy, but I don't think my dad is old. 50 isn't old, just older than me, and I'm just a pup.
Anyway, on a very sad note, Jeff had a heart attack and died Saturday. Jeff was 25. When have we had enough? We have lost too many people, too many young people. I'm only 21 and I know far too many people when I walk thorough the cemetaries around here. Its fucked up.
sorry to hear that kid