Friday Mar 07, 2008

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So I broke up with my boyfriend...I'm pretty depressed about it although I'm sure he's already moved on... It's not going to be easy for me. Hopefully I'll be okay and things will start to look up, I'm just going to try and focus on my future and moving to Italy.
That's all for now frown
stradyvarius:
If breaking it's the better way for you... so go straight!
Usually I'm the breaker... I don't know why...
But it doesn't metter!

And you are goingo to Italy?
For Vacations? or to live?
and in Italy... where?
wink
dearambellina:
I'm really sorry to hear the news frown Like you said, focus on your future... keep busy. Maybe you'll find an Italian lover wink

Wednesday Mar 05, 2008

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So to my suprise I got to remov a dermatoid cyst today... It was pretty nasty.
It had hair and skin and little finger nubs.
I have to admit I never thought I would see something like that in person. I've seen them on TV before but to touch one and look at oner up close is a whole other story.
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vampirefromspace:
yummy puke , lol.

i'm sure it's rough but i'm even more sure that there will be many people who will be grateful for your dedication and hard work.

keep it up and take care biggrin

Monday Mar 03, 2008

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while but things have been crazy busy with my clinical's and work I haven't had a day off in over two months... and I 'm tired as fuck.
So a quick update...
I've done more surgeries than I can even count
Started learning Italin for my move to Italy
Got my the tattoo on my foot touched up (...
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waynecubus:
Italy? Im jealous. I'd love to visit or live there. Thanks for the comment on my tattoo... I love that movie and the quote.... its great.

Sunday Jan 27, 2008

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crisco25:
That looks gorgeous
jesuslovesporn:
beautiful!!! but i have to say ouch eeek whats the healing process for something like that?

Friday Jan 25, 2008

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I just finished my first week of clinicals... and fuck was it the longest week ever. I had to spend the whole time in SPD (Sterile Processing Department), but I start scrubbing on Monday. I'm so excitted I can't wait. I was totally stalking the surgery schedule trying to figure out what surgeries I might scrub.
I'm nervous as fuck, but twice as excitted. Hopefully...
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alottanada:
you: Keep it up... only a few days left

me: keep it up?...is that a joke?...

: )
amyisme:
Have you gotten to scrub in yet?

Saturday Jan 19, 2008

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So... My first day at clinicals sucked, I went to the wrong building and by the time I realized it I was 20 min late, plus I was really sick and I had to run out a surgery twice, to throw up... puke BUT My second day went a lot smoother I was still a little nausiated but I got to see 3 really cool surgeries,...
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waynecubus:
i have always been super interested in watching surgeries. i think its awesome. the human body is pretty amazing.
alottanada:
i'm on day 16!!!...aghhhh!...

Tuesday Jan 15, 2008

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Just a random question...

On one side you have this amazing guy, who is perfect for you in so many ways. He wants the same things you do, he's romantic and sweet, completely trust worthy, you know (and I mean know with out a doubt) that he would never cheat on you or lie to you. But... You don't love him, maybe you could grow...
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m0ngrel:
Trust... but until you get 'some' kinda love in there, just be pals.
Maybe pals with benefits as well.
But if you don't love em, or at least completely adore them i think its gonna just be someone to keep the lonelyness away, and that will wear on you. I've been there.
Maybe talk to this person you're not trusting... maybe they're just keeping something from you and its creating an odd vibe, and its really nothing.
Which one of the two do you communicate best with? try that one on...
wink
good luck, anyone that gets you will be a very very lucky duck
kiss
crisco25:
Maybe there is someone out there who can fulfill both. But I will say that trust is a very hard thing to retrieve once it's lost, it's also possible that as long as you feel betrayed and feel love for another you will never be able to feel love for the person your with or until you let it go. Maybe it's just not time yet.

Saturday Jan 12, 2008

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I passed! I Passed! I PASSED!!!
I passed and I start my clinicals next week, it's is still tentative but it looks like I will be going to Mission Hospital, which is a really good site, and I'm really excited about it. I can't wait for my first day. :0 and for my first surgery eeek
Wish me luck,
Kisses kiss
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dearambellina:
Congrats lady! smile
buckyverano:
Congrats lady friend. Mission hospital is close to my house, if I need to be fixed im coming to you.

Tuesday Jan 08, 2008

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I am so so so soooo fucking exhausted
I have to get up at 6 am every morning then got to school till 3. Then try and make it from Anaheim to Corona by 4 and then work from 4 to 8. It's my second day doing this and I don't know how much longer I can take it. Plus I'm supposed to take my...
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dickstarr:
Take a puff of some green sticky stuff. Good luck and thanks luv. skull
m0ngrel:
/holds out bottle of wine and pats massage table splayed with hot rocks and piles of thick soft towels
wink
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Wednesday Jan 02, 2008

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So...2007 is over... frown Overall it was a pretty "important" year for me, I got my BS and went right back to school to become a surgical tech. One of the many steps I need to take to accomplish my dream. Startting a new job, and a new school I have met a lot of really great people, that have taught me so much in so...
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thejohne:
here's to a great 08 for you.........and me too...... biggrin
trouble007:
I'll drink to that! Here's to 2008. "Take everything you can, give nothing back." ARRR!!!
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