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I've been thinking a lot these past couple days...With my first quarter of school ending and a few days off work (Due to a kidney Infection) Ive had time to think about a lot. Mostly about what and who is really important, and what I want out of life. I know it sounds extremely corny, but mostly I want to help other people. I have always wanted that, and I can honestly say that I have lived most of my life being loyal to the people that I love and to the people who love me, regardless of how much it can hurt sometimes. It's not because I feel sorry for them or anything like that, but simple because it makes me feel good and I know they would do the same for me. Lately is seems like when ever I am feeling really good, some stupid comment or conversation, or opinion will pass my way; and I totally let it get to me, and I hate that.
Anyway I'm rambling, but basically my point is...that I've have decided that sometimes all that stupid bullshit that we let piss us off is really irrelevant. I just want to enjoy the time I spend with the people that I care about and stay focused on what truly makes me happy. Family...Friends and as sad as some people think this might be, my career. I can't wait to become a surgeon, I can't wait to volunteer, I cant wait to really help people and I can wait to see the rest of the world.
P.S.
I applied for my passport today...I can't wait to travel.