I just finished my first week of clinicals... and fuck was it the longest week ever. I had to spend the whole time in SPD (Sterile Processing Department), but I start scrubbing on Monday. I'm so excitted I can't wait. I was totally stalking the surgery schedule trying to figure out what surgeries I might scrub.
I'm nervous as fuck, but twice as excitted. Hopefully...
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So... My first day at clinicals sucked, I went to the wrong building and by the time I realized it I was 20 min late, plus I was really sick and I had to run out a surgery twice, to throw up... 
BUT My second day went a lot smoother I was still a little nausiated but I got to see 3 really cool surgeries,...
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BUT My second day went a lot smoother I was still a little nausiated but I got to see 3 really cool surgeries,... Read More
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waynecubus:
i have always been super interested in watching surgeries. i think its awesome. the human body is pretty amazing.
alottanada:
i'm on day 16!!!...aghhhh!...
Just a random question...
On one side you have this amazing guy, who is perfect for you in so many ways. He wants the same things you do, he's romantic and sweet, completely trust worthy, you know (and I mean know with out a doubt) that he would never cheat on you or lie to you. But... You don't love him, maybe you could grow...
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On one side you have this amazing guy, who is perfect for you in so many ways. He wants the same things you do, he's romantic and sweet, completely trust worthy, you know (and I mean know with out a doubt) that he would never cheat on you or lie to you. But... You don't love him, maybe you could grow...
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m0ngrel:
Trust... but until you get 'some' kinda love in there, just be pals.
Maybe pals with benefits as well.
But if you don't love em, or at least completely adore them i think its gonna just be someone to keep the lonelyness away, and that will wear on you. I've been there.
Maybe talk to this person you're not trusting... maybe they're just keeping something from you and its creating an odd vibe, and its really nothing.
Which one of the two do you communicate best with? try that one on...
good luck, anyone that gets you will be a very very lucky duck
Maybe pals with benefits as well.
But if you don't love em, or at least completely adore them i think its gonna just be someone to keep the lonelyness away, and that will wear on you. I've been there.
Maybe talk to this person you're not trusting... maybe they're just keeping something from you and its creating an odd vibe, and its really nothing.
Which one of the two do you communicate best with? try that one on...
good luck, anyone that gets you will be a very very lucky duck
crisco25:
Maybe there is someone out there who can fulfill both. But I will say that trust is a very hard thing to retrieve once it's lost, it's also possible that as long as you feel betrayed and feel love for another you will never be able to feel love for the person your with or until you let it go. Maybe it's just not time yet.
I passed! I Passed! I PASSED!!!
I passed and I start my clinicals next week, it's is still tentative but it looks like I will be going to Mission Hospital, which is a really good site, and I'm really excited about it. I can't wait for my first day. :0 and for my first surgery
Wish me luck,
Kisses
I passed and I start my clinicals next week, it's is still tentative but it looks like I will be going to Mission Hospital, which is a really good site, and I'm really excited about it. I can't wait for my first day. :0 and for my first surgery
Wish me luck,
Kisses
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dearambellina:
Congrats lady! 
buckyverano:
Congrats lady friend. Mission hospital is close to my house, if I need to be fixed im coming to you.
I am so so so soooo fucking exhausted
I have to get up at 6 am every morning then got to school till 3. Then try and make it from Anaheim to Corona by 4 and then work from 4 to 8. It's my second day doing this and I don't know how much longer I can take it. Plus I'm supposed to take my...
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I have to get up at 6 am every morning then got to school till 3. Then try and make it from Anaheim to Corona by 4 and then work from 4 to 8. It's my second day doing this and I don't know how much longer I can take it. Plus I'm supposed to take my...
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dickstarr:
Take a puff of some green sticky stuff. Good luck and thanks luv. 
m0ngrel:
/holds out bottle of wine and pats massage table splayed with hot rocks and piles of thick soft towels
So...2007 is over... 
Overall it was a pretty "important" year for me, I got my BS and went right back to school to become a surgical tech. One of the many steps I need to take to accomplish my dream. Startting a new job, and a new school I have met a lot of really great people, that have taught me so much in so...
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Overall it was a pretty "important" year for me, I got my BS and went right back to school to become a surgical tech. One of the many steps I need to take to accomplish my dream. Startting a new job, and a new school I have met a lot of really great people, that have taught me so much in so... Read More
thejohne:
here's to a great 08 for you.........and me too...... 
trouble007:
I'll drink to that! Here's to 2008. "Take everything you can, give nothing back." 
HAPPY New Year!
What's your resolution?
What's your resolution?
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m0ngrel:
twas good!
resolution eh?
... be friendlier and more appreciative of each moment
resolution eh?
... be friendlier and more appreciative of each moment
m0ngrel:
Happy New Year!
<3 <3 <3
<3 <3 <3
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synyster_uk:
oh they look really cool x
trouble007:
I think you should dye it. Pink highlights are sexy.
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poopiepants05:
You little snow bunny you!
Thanks for the well wishes. How was your Christmas thus far?
Thanks for the well wishes. How was your Christmas thus far?
jesuslovesporn:
those are some amazing pics, the last one is my fave
Soooooooooo... I just got back from the Grand Canyon, and it was absolutely beautiful. We didn't get to stay as long as I would have liked but I felt like I definitely made the most of the time I had. I do want to go back though, and hike to the river, see some of the waterfalls and check out the dam. So hopefully... I...
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crisco25:
Jealous! Put's life in an interesting perspective, seeing something as Grand as that.
Name that movie...
"mmmm...I'll come around some time and get that squeak out your door."
Hint...
Johnny Depp
"mmmm...I'll come around some time and get that squeak out your door."
Hint...
Johnny Depp
zgrat:
good advice
dearambellina:
Wow, your hair is SO gorgeous! Is it naturally like that? If not... teach me?
stradyvarius:
Yeah!
You are far from my work... but it simms you work with me!
Beacause in allmost the days the works sucks!
BORED!
But the times to times I make an escape to see the sea... take some sun... smell the Ocean air!
That makes me fell much better!!!
Because I don't play in lottery... I don't have the hope to win!
But every day I try to think to the real things what ral means for the life!
And that's help me against the bored work!
And you beautyfull face can be one of those real things!
You are far from my work... but it simms you work with me!
Beacause in allmost the days the works sucks!
BORED!
But the times to times I make an escape to see the sea... take some sun... smell the Ocean air!
That makes me fell much better!!!
Because I don't play in lottery... I don't have the hope to win!
But every day I try to think to the real things what ral means for the life!
And that's help me against the bored work!
And you beautyfull face can be one of those real things!
me: keep it up?...is that a joke?...
: )