I'm drunk not very as i can type. watching krap ass cable porn after a crappyer day at work. all days at work are shit. the cable porn has a dead stripper. I need to leave this place. I woke on new years eve with a fucked up fingure. I for some reason think i got out of a moving car. Its much more likely i fell after geting out of a car. I should have known getting in a car with people who claimed they were at the club but had no face. Well they probable had faces but i saw them all fogged over. It got worst after that I know I got some hot wings but they fell out of the bag some where. I stoped on a curb to see if they were all gone. I remmeber nothing after that. I woke up 5 am still drunk with no idea what had happened. My naber down stears is shoting into a phone. It sounds like a trany but I've never met it. I spelled neighbor amusingly there. ( I spelled that thing I go up and down on too.) I swear this poor guy has been in at least a 1/4 of any porns I've seen. Porn with this must plot are pointless. I so bored with this life. I may start drinking at work. Fiences fucking best men. I hope I can fuck my best friends bride. Thats the porn again I wish it was better. I'm hungry. I need something better than the chips I have. This life isn't worth it. I should run. I SHOULD Run far. maybe for ever.