penelopelee

lately
i've been having very unladylike cravings for MEAT
and nothing but.

i used to eat nothing but bread and cereal.
now it's tuna and sausage.

i photographed my first '2 girl set' today. i was all afraid it was going to be all weird and skanky, but NO! art and sensibility prevail. besides, 2 pretty girls fill up a frame so much better than...
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i like how i now have to sign in to look at the boards. this forces me to be less lazy and update my journal more often.

i like how there are no pictures of me doing stupid things at the SGNY party on the boards.

i like how morgan says that she's jealous of anyone that gets to touch me because that's exactly the...
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SGNY WAS A GIANT DRUNKEN FREE-FOR-ALL!!


i am infinitely sad that i am home right now and debauchery is still going on as i speak. oh sadness! oh lamentation!

as first to report on the mayhem, i'd like to say it was the most fun i've had in a long long time. thanks to everyone that helped plan it and everyone amazing that showed up....
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revelation of the night: gay men like the WORST MUSIC EVER. but overtly sexual gay men are awesome in the way that they can be gorgeous and topless and sweaty and totally non-threatening. like a calvin klein ad, but in real life.

i have at least 3 parties and things to go to on any given night. but usually, i just go home at the last minute and go online all night. i'm such a fucking loser. but if you're reading this, you probably dig what i'm saying, roight? internet losers unite!!

i've made it a point not to add anyone to my friends list that i...
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so last night i went to this plea for peace show to see international noise conspiracy and le tigre. my communist friend was angry that INC were all gussied up and talked about dancing more than revolution.
le tigre was fucking amazing, what can i say?

BUT, good god, has anyone heard of a rap group called northern state?? they are THE WORST THING I...
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i don't know if i love or hate these moods where everything is so impossibly beautiful that it makes you want to cry.

martyr and maggie make me want to cry.

my friend drew, who is one of the coolest people i know and also one of the most discontent, makes me want to cry too.


the fact that i have to get up in...
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i had to update my journal, even though i'm feeling fucking lazy, so i don't look like some hooker with 3 pages of comments. being popular is just sooo unhip. what else is unhip? that some joker in canada stole my website idea and reserved sexisboring.com. that makes me very very angry. i bet they won't even do anything good with it. it'll be like...
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tonight was the deconstruction of rock with us maple. has anyone else ever heard of them? they're really good. amazing stage presence. before us maple, though, this cat played... not really even played, more like stood there touching his guitar sometimes.... to a looped disco song for a whole half hour. you know that song 'turn off the lights sweet darlin.....' how do these people...
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i will never be cool until i get myself a record player. maybe i'll make someone get me one for my birthday. do they cost jillions of dollars, or what?

what's up with al being so hot that she can't possibly be an actual person? last night i had a dream that i had a tiny waist and wide hips like hers and i was...
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