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penelopelee

new york city

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Friday May 27, 2005

May 27, 2005
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you know that feeling you get when you're thinking about how much you love someone [platonically] and it's so strong your heart hurts and your head spins and you feel like crying? i feel that way about a few people, but they're mostly either girls or my brother. there's one boy i feel that way about and it really confuses the hell out of me, because it's always been the way i felt about him, even when we tried to date. dating just made things weird. i always want to call him and tell him how much i love him, but i'm afraid the feeling might just sweep me up and confuse me [and him] more than i already was. but then i also feel like he needs that love. i mean, who doesn't need as much love as they can possibly be getting?

i miss him.
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mle:
love is the best. life isnt worth living without it, even with the bad parts.

kiss
May 31, 2005
evil_mad_hatter:
I've felt that way before. I confused it with another kind of love and messed things up. I have one other female friend I feel that way about and I'm determined not to make the same mistake. She's in WA and I miss her so much.
Jun 1, 2005

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