pelelarun

Tonight I couldn't sleep like all the time ... I was dreaming I was having sex whit the girl I like I don't really know her but if I would have I would probably be dead by now coz of love so I woke up I don't have pot or PCP or heroin to calm me down and put me right on what I want ?... Which is avoid ppl and be happy about it so I smoked a CIG which I procure almost everyday at the grocery store I smoke only like 10 digs a day so yeah the bad part of been me now is that I'm single and can't understand why I'm in a mental hospital I don't think its for fun u get it and the girl I like I don't know how to see her again so its really morbid kind of way of going downtown while there's sum thing to get going I love been me more then have to deal whit living well bye see u around