so yeah its early still kind of its noon i remember when i was in school noon was early 4pm was the day off then the rest of the day was a hit between not been able to do nothing and get things done as if someone can persist doing the stupid things he does by leting everyone know what your all about it might take a while to change your pants but in the end its all gladly akward to stare at a cute girl and think she might be the one or not i can only wish the next girlfriend i will have will not be posesif or demanding or even neutral i might get things done the best way but no i prefer to recall all i did for some friends of mine then just lose myself in a deep sleep in my bed waiting for the next day shit is i dont know how to say to my neighboors that music is to loud i dont want them to know im a little desperate on about all ill have to do and need some quiet or even get downtown to look what is cool or not mostly not its all good in the end i might even try to go to new york this year finaly if i can make a trip somewhere nice like a beautyfull island where u can swim whitout having to think about all the crap that goes on in this east side part of northamerica i saw a girl on a web site i thought i could get to know her just pretending i was available like things like my television or becks concert in august i missed cannibal corpse and napalm death concert its not the coolest thing but i reconected whit some old people they still have the same face nothing changes just that they get bigger and more modern popular im just going to end up sleeping again but now im doing things like i miss someone that girl and another girl and another girl and thats about all there is