hai how are you all im ok doing fine ive been running around the past 7 years finaly over my teenage years to get no envie of turning back that was the final thing i made to my mind obviously things have changed a lot im constently trying to get a girlfriend i did try many things to get over some people and it turns out they had the best out of me like in some sort of way you nevar can think alone coz theres always some rulez in everything im pretty sure its alright i come from argentina and over there things are kind of different in many ways thats what i thought until i went to switzerland and stayed there 4 years sometimes i wish i could go back i have graduated from high school whit my maths of 3 grade science of fourth doubled it twice my math too just did double a year onces and got my degree in spoken language geez this was like 15 years ago and still havent forgot about it in many ways i did talk to people oustide inside at a mall at a arcade at my house constently at my house never the less i was thinking of sometihing more of a complexe way of getting myself into the land of sex drugs and music by getting myself a girlfriend the thing is i dont know anygirl who would go out whit me i mean by this i know girls when i go out i see lots of them and theres the girls who serve me like at a pub or at a store and finaly the girls my so called mates know of and tend to let me know im a loser i try not to make it into something big but there are sometimes i find someone special and let him know my thoughts like i could be this person all the time overwhelmed by everything who has no point whatsoever in going out or make my dad go crazy about why im in bed at a early hour or even try to understand why i tend to want to go live in new york or even tokyo or moscow the possibilty are endless i want to go to california someday just to make it all come true but in someway i just get smashed by all of what i am i want to go to NASA where i will at least be in some way in a judgement where i can make it out by myself final guess im just kind of afraid by all tired of strenght and constant bullshit ... o.O
