hai there sg people i guess what i like the most is writing blogs i am in rehab and it takes some effort to been able to find a girlfriend i think that sometimes i just fit everywhere but not where i live i hate some kind of ppl its not always a good thing otherwise i wouldnt write about it but i tend to not pay attention sometimes i avoid my thoughts a whole journey day and night i mean by this i do stuff all day and its not like im not doing something that i dont like i get the idea that been stone is the best thing i realize it when i got high whit my best friend and 2 other girls that i realy care about to tell you more i have a few friends that we did rarely argue and did get together multipile times even when we couldnt see each other we could talk endlessly about what we did when we werent together im not saying its all blue im just saying some ppl are just not willing to give a fuck about this life ppl that most of the time are not murderers or criminals or educated ppl just ppl u meet now and then for the last time i will say this its pathetic and makes me want to vomit imagine vomit u walk and u learn u finish ur meal u are ok u find a friend or a time to be alone somewhere in the city or the country u clearly think about going to bed and wake up the next day but im sad i never had a girlfriend and well if u think been the type of person who likes goth ppl u found me to late or early i try sometimes to tell myself i can answer anything just to hit the high score of popularity of a modern world who is huge and fucking cute im telling ya ill get my hands on some tits and finaly make end this youthless and fucking story that made no purpose of its own
i might get a job or even a car i cant imagine myself going to rest and sleep right now but i will see you later
