Sunday Mar 03, 2013

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you know when you are having a real bad time... sometimes because you just can't figure out why things are so strange that you just run into polls on purpose forget to eat your meal other then eat breakfast its so big in your mind that headaches are the only good time your having or the cars that pass by in the street your living in i think when you get older you just want things to fit in you don't care if the people who suround you that you don't care about are dead or living a more pathetic life make there way throught the mall or the next park its the same everywhere, but some place are just like making you think about on how long you care about stuff im not talking about dark alleys or dumps or even the most industrial freaky land the sky covers the whole world besides girls i dont think i evar thought about something else then brake up whit someone i don't love or don't care about ... two days ago i stayed up all day maybe 2 naps coz im giving a chance to myself to live somewhere else but two days ago i was in my bedroom like i always em and then went to my balcony to smoke a cigarette coz i don't have weed or chemicals im telling ya im dead tired of bullshit of friends and ppl that i know i just stayed outside to finaly get my last draft of the ending day and it crossed my mind that i wanted someone to love me its lame i know but i felt like i could stayed outside lamenting myself feeling sad and crying other then never thought i hated someone or felt like someone was a loser its funny how things work in this land of droping shit wherever you can get your way the next day started and i just remember well i did that that day like when i started firguring out stuff that go on in this part of the suburb i want a girlfriend ... and feel melloncollie god is good

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