today is raining plus all the snow there already was it makes it slush it doesnt hapend verry ofthen just sometimes some winters you dont even take the time to be aware there is some but like i said just sometimes it hapends first when i was a kid when i saw the snow it was beautyfull i didnt want to miss a winter at all every year ill just be waiting for winter to come take away all my pain i had endure during hot humide summer wasted in the streets of hot cement then there was slush such a new way of bringing life to another level new pants to wear new boots new way of walking new roads to take it was all there was that is completly different in winter and today im not so sure its the first day of slushsssss but at least there is a lot covering all the streets and my backyard some unesured climax that is so much more then taking care of freaks losers and not getting smashed by every conversation i can have or watching television reading stuff on the internet or just not giving a fuck about not having a girlfriend but in the end i feel less old its not realy what i can care about but if theres a way of being rich i surely would like to know about it other then look at the slushhhhh that i have in my backyard and in the front stairs of where i live im not so sure of the way i can be happy im just not so young anymore my dreams and horror moments in my life are constentaly replace by other rawr complicated hard learning of life we call sharing and living while it lasts like periods of slushhhh in winter
