tired of buying all sorts of stuff that have no use maybe becoz im not sure why im still single
and need to get the smalest thought on how much i can still be likewise interested by whats going on in this world 
... you may not know but albany new york is a hell of a city everytime i go to new york theres a stop in albany its a city where everyone looks to fit in like you could walk 100 meters down a street
and dont find nobody
it must be great to live there quiet and tranquility suburbs skyscrappers that are so damaged that everybrick is like a million dollars coz it looks old the highway is tight the bus stop is just under and well most of the time when i get there im tired and need to get out the bus i dont realy care anymore if im not living the
life i get something else i guess maybe been a flirty guy is not for me like in this world you get all sorts of random moments but when you find all that you need is like always been part of this world like some ending someone wrote on a book maybe you just cant be less concern sometimes but still its hard not think when sadness hits you
you want to be near someone realy special no mather what its just weird when your poor or middleclass coz its the most rare think you get sorts of advice a mindfuck like in the end its all going to be good but not i just cant stand been in love whit some chicks here on sg you know there are some pretty girls big boobs legs that are shaped like you never left bed before 7am or 8am
you know the eyes that unravel all the secrets this world had offer to them but yeah i think ive gone pass my hour to anoy you whit this i can not think of a moment where i couldnt tell to my friend i loved him it was always on my mind you just dont want him to judge you becoz your seeing someone else coz once you get 12 you dont realy care about stuff anymore you mostly stay at home waiting for someone to call you answer to strangers who are more way concern about law then you are you
just dont get the point where it has al gone so futuristic anymore like lossing a special touch you laught at people that are not funny then you just get an argument and fuck the hell up but when your fat its much more difficult has nothing to do whit selfconcious about tv and random noise you get in bars or in public transportation i got a good view of my exgirlfriend and she wasnt what i wanted coz to many stars fucked up whit there storys on how much they can enjoy the living hollywood dream about las vegas california new york washington or just relate to the communist side of this world i like been lonely i found so many thoughts that are lost then when i wake up i forgot all about my dreams but i tend to like them coz its my side of me that gets me happy bye bye all