pelelarun

so now im such a lonely guy i think im just going to drink my mat and look videos on youtube but if any of you has a sugestion for me i could do on the net maybe it could be cool to let me know im terribly bored most of my days i spend by making walks sleeping and arguying whit who ever comes around me i guess i didnt make it throught this year again whit much money but its ok i dont feel less poor then the ppl who suround me in my life ...


so yeah im going to do some drinking and smoking maybe next week ill go get some weed in the redlight maybe just call a friend who could get me some i don't know i love it so much its hard to live whitout it and im a bit less concern this days of what could be a lonely rush like being whitout it but no mather what i think i might be to old for these drugs maybe even to lost to even try again getting back in to what mathers the most like television and radio or good cloth and a car but i have post so much right now i think ill just end it here im so fucking sick i can hardly try to make it to a day whitout geting all weird about it i need maybe to take some vacation and travel somewhere like new york or boston i don't know its the closest afordable thing i can do right now maybe get laid but that wont hapend i know it and am sure about it so traveling television radio are the 3 things ill do or buy stuff to make my room like some sort of club and party everynight till ill be 36 so yeah catch you around ppl and yeah thats it take care