so yeah im getting me money next week i think im going to go see napalm death or something get high and just fucking forget about scums ingnorant losers ugly worthless people i may have got some kind of urge for trying to fit where they don't belong i think i never figured this out most of all as growing up more then been a kid but now that im starting to get old and don't got any way near a lifestyle that is kind of bigger then what i see on rich ppl its worst when u get rich ppl teach u or tell u a story of the present life of been completly happy and there way of understanding the whole evolved culture of been drunk high or just stay long anought whit someone completly idiot you can make it much better becoz theres always going to be something to hear or say or invent more then children can satisfy a whole day watching some sort of uneducated party in there house but its my point i get it that i may guess sometimes that what brings me to letting myself be outside on a winters day or on a summers day doing something so completly different like going to churtch is the end of maybe been left out or imitated or laught at a lie or dress like a mate i tend to get going by letting him know that on friday im meeting this girl for a date politics are just that random shit ppl dont understand coz humans evolved by groups or at some certain point let love be part of something bigger then the knowledge they learn from what they desire the most been perfect big minds always brought up everything as fast or slow as they could but ignorants are just front page glue to you and enlarging by yourside as this world fights for our difference that get gnarly sometimes in all cases is more then only one girl you will love but always more then one day to live by her side my best friend who was a girl was that always shy terribly free of letting herself be as french as she could more then what i could say she may had hit me more then once i don't realy care i never was naughty about it things are weird and last a long time like if in a way humans could take away all there is in rock n roll to make it like some pop culture that has found the sexy thoughts about understanding and been white or just not die in a bus a club a river or what the hell founded that actualy what is better then milkshake is a watershake