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im back again i feel tired i donj't sleep anought don't eat well i have no girlfriend weather is terrible i slack to much i hardly find gnarly moments that last just one day or a week i find almost everything i do that i could probably had let it go for someone else to do it but thats just the full life i got out of my ex girlfriends and friends i just can't think im going to die someday old and not completly been someone that didn't exsist just to make this big universe stop you been across leftovers be cool and never actualy could bring the lazyness of people out of my mind or just knock em off by telling them they aren't typos that accure in my life and so on but i find funny how things work out for me im in rehab and don't think i am going to finish one day by getting anought sex out of someone i love or anought drugs like been in a street where darkness just ends up like a glimpse of a day its the best of the city i find u can get a job travel and be so much in controle that u let ur dumbest laught out to make it into something you can lay down whenever you get a moment of silence its the big things that mather but only if you think about them like a random amusement you left behind
