hai its 2:27 am its kind of a cold night and verry quiet there isn't much to do except to hear the wind blow and listen to the cars pass far on the highway im not sure on how long there is going to be people in my life but i think there are so many things that are brought up that to begin something i prefer to be here infront of my puter and be as little as possible im not like wishing to get a big house or something i mean theres so much more to do then get in your house and be part of losts moments where other then be crashing your puter over a beer or just get things done im more like geting to make my life as short as i can it ain't nothing wrong whit my days it's just that i can't be more of an idiot in getting a girlfriend or getting maried im not like thinking of it you know i rest my days one day at the time getting my head as light as possible and it works but it isn't just your overwhelming dilema of getting your boobs infront of my screen that i watch but the days that are over of getting to know people...
ill explain it's just that im not living where i think i should be maybe yes but thats not the get going trashy talk i get by people its more of a solution to all the problems people get to be going on and on each time they found out they can look at me like if your in a bad position its like you are your not making conversation or anything your just thinking of something better that actualy brought you to the point of despite and anger get going on futbol games music arts and cloth or big meal long nights whit no more then a drug addict to your side im guessing too much for nothing except maybe when im in love whit someone not so sure about that but i may try again someday to let me be in a bad position a conversation or a dramatic ending by the sea where i can figure out how this world was made or just look to someone to pass infront of me things last a long time when your wrong and alone but they never come back like a memorable feeling they just get in you and end there like some dark corner or alley in downtown big citys are just that noise cars houses skyscrappers and wishing to get a idea of someone realy bright if i could tell myself everytime i wish some girl to look at me when i need her more then going to dinner i probably would have turned into some creepy man whit a terrible habit for good songs
ill explain it's just that im not living where i think i should be maybe yes but thats not the get going trashy talk i get by people its more of a solution to all the problems people get to be going on and on each time they found out they can look at me like if your in a bad position its like you are your not making conversation or anything your just thinking of something better that actualy brought you to the point of despite and anger get going on futbol games music arts and cloth or big meal long nights whit no more then a drug addict to your side im guessing too much for nothing except maybe when im in love whit someone not so sure about that but i may try again someday to let me be in a bad position a conversation or a dramatic ending by the sea where i can figure out how this world was made or just look to someone to pass infront of me things last a long time when your wrong and alone but they never come back like a memorable feeling they just get in you and end there like some dark corner or alley in downtown big citys are just that noise cars houses skyscrappers and wishing to get a idea of someone realy bright if i could tell myself everytime i wish some girl to look at me when i need her more then going to dinner i probably would have turned into some creepy man whit a terrible habit for good songs