pelafina

Its snowing out again.
I can't believe I still have a voice after last night.

Too many drinks later... Ha.

Drunk dreams.
Of past people and places, information.
Meshed into one little episode from my brain.

Damn I still miss certin ghosts.

One person described his home as the door covered in tape. I'm still
trying to find the meaning there. My brain always means...
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So recently I've been back and forth about my job.
I don't plan on going anywhere. I do however feel a little to micro
managed half then time then the other half completely left without
boundry. Its is not exactly a happy feeling.
See when I started at cottonwood everyone else on management quit. So
that left me really stressed out. (Not to menton its...
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450am

I think

Ill save their head

Ill pack my bags

Ill find my mistakes and right the past wrongs


My heart is sinks to the depths of my bowels
My heart flakes away a little more

I think I miss sleeping
I miss brutal honesty

This boy makes me remember
Why I hated certin parts in the first place

I didn't save a life...
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It would sound terrible written down. Words like that never make a
female sound tough, or hopeful. And in fact it is awful. I won't try to
make it out like I didn't tear up a bit, because I did.
For the last few weeks now its been comming. I should have pretended
longer, that I couldn't see it comming. But I could and did....
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Getting ready for work. Yep, waiting for the shower to heat up.
Ugh. I cannot wait for these early shifts to be over.

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