Sometimes I envy those who actually commit suicide.
I think our minds always drift to the thought.
I've tried once.
And felt really stupid afterward.
I do however catch myself staring into nothing or daydreaming about
slashing my veins open more often then normal lately. And my only
reassurance that I won't do it, is that I don't think I would.
I think I'm more...
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I think our minds always drift to the thought.
I've tried once.
And felt really stupid afterward.
I do however catch myself staring into nothing or daydreaming about
slashing my veins open more often then normal lately. And my only
reassurance that I won't do it, is that I don't think I would.
I think I'm more...
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blck_flwrsplease:
sure,that would be fun 
maybe next week or so?
maybe next week or so?
blck_flwrsplease:
what are you up to this evening? (saturday) we could get coffee if youre up for it - and dont kill yourself please... Ill email you -
blck_flwrsplease:
its your birthday? thanks for inviting me to the party... Oh well, Happy Birthday anyway
I am a monster...
Ripping apart angels.
I stand upon this high ledge
And watch the stars age
So bright and beautiful
I made a wish for home.
And he fell.
His wings tattered and twisted.
Bones breaking through exposed flesh.
Eyes like the sea.
With me love...
...I ate his heart.
He handed it to me
I devoured it.
My sharp teeth sinking into...
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Ripping apart angels.
I stand upon this high ledge
And watch the stars age
So bright and beautiful
I made a wish for home.
And he fell.
His wings tattered and twisted.
Bones breaking through exposed flesh.
Eyes like the sea.
With me love...
...I ate his heart.
He handed it to me
I devoured it.
My sharp teeth sinking into...
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nathanial1812:
that is.... fantastic!
jakemarley:
Do you ever read these aloud at poetry slams? If so, I was wondering how you orally present your impressive use of space.
I lay in this vast place
Thinking of details
The parts he never thinks I remember
The flowers that grew in the cracks
The blue color of that plastic pale
The red on that hidden coffin
And as the scatted detailed moments
Start to slip into the anger of misscommunication
He thinks only of loss
And
I sway in this detailed moment
Of the city...
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Thinking of details
The parts he never thinks I remember
The flowers that grew in the cracks
The blue color of that plastic pale
The red on that hidden coffin
And as the scatted detailed moments
Start to slip into the anger of misscommunication
He thinks only of loss
And
I sway in this detailed moment
Of the city...
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jakemarley:
Werdz again! Were I not such an emotional vampire, I would give my condolences on the unfortunate circumstances of your inspirations, but heartbreak is so beautiful. If it doesn't kill you, which it too often does, it is the only motivator worth a damn!
Your writing is so vivid. It's like someone has put a memory in my head.
Were I not such an emotional vampire, I would give my condolences on the unfortunate circumstances of your inspirations, but heartbreak is so beautiful. If it doesn't kill you, which it too often does, it is the only motivator worth a damn!
Your writing is so vivid. It's like someone has put a memory in my head.
blck_flwrsplease:
at least your windows probably go down
These heart games have mead me feel sick to the stomache. I have to go
open work in about 40 min. and I feel like a train hit me.
I wish for peace in the heart.
I think... This is my fault.
Must be.
*n
open work in about 40 min. and I feel like a train hit me.
I wish for peace in the heart.
I think... This is my fault.
Must be.
*n
Death only enhances the beauty of LIFE.
So I met this wonderful boy who I fell incredibly in love with when I
was in tacoma/seattle. We met on myspace in december and we talked and
talked... To the point where I couldn't stop thinking about him. He fit
me. Well things fell through in my life here in burque, my daughters
father and I called it quits and so I went up...
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was in tacoma/seattle. We met on myspace in december and we talked and
talked... To the point where I couldn't stop thinking about him. He fit
me. Well things fell through in my life here in burque, my daughters
father and I called it quits and so I went up...
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jakemarley:
Sounds like he should take a lesson from .38 Special and "hold on loosely." Seriously, though, the suspicions of a green-eyed monster end more relationships than any reality behind the suspicions. My advice is to be absolutely honest with him, which it sounds like you have been, and then let him make his decision. You are only responsible for your actions, so live your life and let him live his own alongside as much as is realistic or let him do as he will.
surgicalsnack:
he sounds really insecure. some guys can't handle the fact that their significant other is attractive to others. they get so wrapped up in the thought that they might lose the other person to someone else that it becomes a sort of self-fulfilling prophecy. they can't see what's right in front of their face, how good they have it - all they can see is what might happen.
they don't live in the present moment and enjoy what they have - they always have to fear the loss of what could be. if that makes any sense.
on another note, i noticed gaiman and mckean. seen mirrormask?
they don't live in the present moment and enjoy what they have - they always have to fear the loss of what could be. if that makes any sense.
on another note, i noticed gaiman and mckean. seen mirrormask?
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horrorhound138:
It's already ended Nicole. You just dont care and now I have transformed into this for no odd reason uptight asshole...I am sorry to hear that you had a horrible time in Tacoma.
pelafina:
Sigh.
I never said I had a bad time.
I never said I had a bad time.
I'm listing to the new afi right now... For the third time.
Omg.
If davey wasn't already so fucking pretty.
*n
Omg.
If davey wasn't already so fucking pretty.
*n
laputaria:
i need to pick that up. 
horrorhound138:
Im still womdering for the 13th time as to why your status is up for dating....hmmm....