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Entangeled

And I'm clawing for substance

The earth has overwhelmed me
And my heart...
Oh my breaking screaming heart



This time...next time...
All time

It will take me
And haunt me
Throw me to the wolfs

Or am I there?

I see my claws and teeth
Am I the wolf

Have I eaten the angel??









Have I been the one
Living under his bed?

I'm feeling rather self destructive today.

Listening to clan of xymox pretty much non stop. The weather outside is
hot and grey.

The aftermath of things that are right. Things that are right that hurt
so much.

I wonder why doing what is right is always so painful?

I've lost my heart twice to that damn northwestern sky. But ill rise
from the ashes once...
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I couldn't throw the ring over
I will say goodbye
And make lies for your heart
As to make parting eaiser
But I cannot let go of this last reminder

I bite my tounge
Blood down my chin
You are to far to know

But leave in peace
And think there was never a chance
Think I only loved myself
If that's what makes you...
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Yuck. Yesterday I worked from 8 until 6. Today I work 8 until 5. I feel
so tired.
I want to go home and take a long bath (this includes smoking and red
wine). Hop out get some yummy coffee some where... Then come home pop a
muscel relaxer and curl up in bed to watch some battle royal.
Sigh.
Perhaps write some lost souls?...
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Yes or No ??
1. You can only say YES or NO!

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you
and asks! (This is the fun part.)


Taken a picture completely naked? Yes
Made out with someone on your top 8? Yes

Danced in front of your mirror naked? Yes
Told a lie? Yes

Ever had a one night stand? Yes...
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Its so hot.
I hate it.
I bought some she laq by benifit today.
That way my eyebrows won't melt off by noon.

Ick.

I want a beer.
I never want beer.
(Oh I'm legal again!) maybe ill go to joes and get a beer.

Maybe ill go get coffee and write to someone who will never get the
letter.

Maybe I will sit at...
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