pelafina

5am and I cannot sleep.
Boowho
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I come across that letter every so often.

And my insides catch on fire less each time, the curtin rises, and I see
the author for what they are... a sad little child grasping at straws.


I've never read those stale ramble cards all the way through before
today.

My conclusion?

Pearls, water, angels, shadows, rare plant life, and desert sand... are
nothing more then...
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There are many things in life I don't attempt to understand out of sure
will to keep my sanity.
However one most perplexing thing to me is the abillity some people have
to victimise themselfs over and over and somehow never manage to fun out
of people to be their friends.
I mean these people never keep friends for more then a year or two....
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So this rain is exciting.
I love rain.

I'm laying in bed so tired. Work was all dramaful today. My body is
still super sore and hit like train like. But I want to be out with the
rain.

I want someone to buy me a burboun and coke, or if they really like me a
garden of eden.
Fuck, I'd take a pbr.

Anyhow...
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Good friend of mine was in town today. We saw clerks II. I recommend it
to anyone who enjoys clever writing and irony.

I am starting to feel much better. Still tired all the time. But
better.

Yoga starts soon for me. Yeah.

Tonight I will just sit calmly at home and watch movies! Eat some ice
cream maybe.

I dyed the red in my...
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I tip toe around writing anymore.
I could point my finger at many reasons.
But I think I carry a lot of hurt.
I house much what if...

Sometimes it really bites me in the ass.
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