From having anya I gained about 65 to 70 pounds. I weighed in at 180
when my water broke.
A year later I wear a size 7 from wearing a 4 before.
I know this isn't too bad. And I'm still losing weight.
But sometimes it gets to me.
That maybe selfish. However its my body.
I don't eat meat. I hardly have dairy.
But sometimes I still look in the mirror I still feel like my body is
not mine.
I'm sure ill be a 4 again. Especially since I've lost 2 pants sizes in
the past 6 weeks. And I'm tired of the "you just had a baby" bullshit.
My daughter can walk and talk for gods sake.
I promise this will not stay my body forever.
But why is this such an issue?
I think deep down I worry if I'm fat.
*n
when my water broke.
A year later I wear a size 7 from wearing a 4 before.
I know this isn't too bad. And I'm still losing weight.
But sometimes it gets to me.
That maybe selfish. However its my body.
I don't eat meat. I hardly have dairy.
But sometimes I still look in the mirror I still feel like my body is
not mine.
I'm sure ill be a 4 again. Especially since I've lost 2 pants sizes in
the past 6 weeks. And I'm tired of the "you just had a baby" bullshit.
My daughter can walk and talk for gods sake.
I promise this will not stay my body forever.
But why is this such an issue?
I think deep down I worry if I'm fat.
*n