pelafina

I'm feeling rather self destructive today.

Listening to clan of xymox pretty much non stop. The weather outside is
hot and grey.

The aftermath of things that are right. Things that are right that hurt
so much.

I wonder why doing what is right is always so painful?

I've lost my heart twice to that damn northwestern sky. But ill rise
from the ashes once more. Each time a little more dead then before.

*brushes knees off*

Some times when things break, its so it may grow.


Tonight I think I'll drink to that.
Drown out the fact that some day that name that place will be the death
of me. And for those who know, they know that there is truth in those
words.

For now... I self medicate... so time will go by.
*n