pelafina

Ever look at yourself and wonder who the fuck you are?
You're looking at the photo, and the parts and its sum computes. But
still it isn't you.

This last week/month has been quite the little spiral into nothingness.
Between anya being gone, the return of friends, the out of controll
behavior and drinking. I've been not so great deep down.
I'm searching for reasons....
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*repost*
So I'm trying to write a paper on what makes me "unconventionally
beautiful". For once in my life I'm drawing a blank. Can some of you
pitch some ideas to takle this? A springboard for my writing please?

I can't believe I'm having a hard time with this (this is day 3 btw).
*n

Over my right shoulder is a pile of ashes over my left is an ocean of
broken glass. Apparently this is what it feels like when you have done
all you can. The hangman so to speak.
Dear public, pick up your phones, and dial away.... "Hey I just read
Nicoles myspace, are you okay...let me read it to you"
Here's some food for thought......
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Dear hottopic shoppers,

Please please please please don't sick needles in yourself then ask me
what you can "put in your hole". Don't change your jewelery 10 mins
after you got it. Don't think you can go from a 14g to a 4g by buying a
taper. Its not a tounge ring, its a barbell. No we don't sell needles.
I really could go on....
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