THERE IS A SUCKER BORN EVERY MINUTE AND I HOPE YOUR ONE OF THEM!
The following is a rant... no fun..don't read it...very boring... waa-waaa... typical 24 yr. old girl doof-bag,bull- shit
I warned ya...
I've decided I am an overachiever with ADD who beilieves in having conviction but mine never lasts more than a week.
Every fuckin' week I have another "life plan". Then reality sets in, I realize I am only so-so at it, then I move on and devote my life (in reality I devote my week) to another misadventure or silly plan of attack. What this boils down too: No one, including me can believe most of the shit that comes out of my mouth.
If I could focus...focus on one thing ...
Like, If I could figure out which toothpaste to buy when I still don't have health insurance or a dentist. FUCK! I want real and true choices. Not Crest plus white and Colgate cavity fighter. Like, I want to choose the best health provider I can, even though I am a stank- broke- ho. I want less crap and more substance. And, In the industrial world in the US friggin A we are suppose to have more choices, right? Right? I don't see them. They are masked in cellofane and plastic and they are lame, lame, lame and don't do a damn-much to really improve anyones lot unless you buy into it...and I am too broke and too cool to buy into it.
If I could just focus on what i was writing.... oh...back to that
Blah, Blah, Blah and a bottle of rum: This boils down to the fact that I have too many choices, but most of them, MOST OF THEM, are not worth the package and handling. I want to make better choices so I need to create better options. I need to stop using my body and start using my mind, again. I wan't to do something that can affect positive change in my life and those around me. So why have I been entertaining a lot of shallow persuits?...maybe I need to right now? Maybe I am processing (isn't processed stuff bad for you?...ok back on topic...) Maybe I have to learn to focus and learn more about what's worth wanting and what can truely fuel passion, art and change. I'm ready for something I can stick my teeth into and work hard for. I want to find something I'm really good at. Whatever that is....this week
Ova and Out on this moth' fucka'-----
Pekoe
The following is a rant... no fun..don't read it...very boring... waa-waaa... typical 24 yr. old girl doof-bag,bull- shit
I warned ya...
I've decided I am an overachiever with ADD who beilieves in having conviction but mine never lasts more than a week.
Every fuckin' week I have another "life plan". Then reality sets in, I realize I am only so-so at it, then I move on and devote my life (in reality I devote my week) to another misadventure or silly plan of attack. What this boils down too: No one, including me can believe most of the shit that comes out of my mouth.
If I could focus...focus on one thing ...
Like, If I could figure out which toothpaste to buy when I still don't have health insurance or a dentist. FUCK! I want real and true choices. Not Crest plus white and Colgate cavity fighter. Like, I want to choose the best health provider I can, even though I am a stank- broke- ho. I want less crap and more substance. And, In the industrial world in the US friggin A we are suppose to have more choices, right? Right? I don't see them. They are masked in cellofane and plastic and they are lame, lame, lame and don't do a damn-much to really improve anyones lot unless you buy into it...and I am too broke and too cool to buy into it.
If I could just focus on what i was writing.... oh...back to that
Blah, Blah, Blah and a bottle of rum: This boils down to the fact that I have too many choices, but most of them, MOST OF THEM, are not worth the package and handling. I want to make better choices so I need to create better options. I need to stop using my body and start using my mind, again. I wan't to do something that can affect positive change in my life and those around me. So why have I been entertaining a lot of shallow persuits?...maybe I need to right now? Maybe I am processing (isn't processed stuff bad for you?...ok back on topic...) Maybe I have to learn to focus and learn more about what's worth wanting and what can truely fuel passion, art and change. I'm ready for something I can stick my teeth into and work hard for. I want to find something I'm really good at. Whatever that is....this week
Ova and Out on this moth' fucka'-----
Pekoe
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I didnt pick my job, it picked me.
The overachiever ADD thing is tough because there isnt time enough to perfect whatever it is you are doing that week. and i just became good at many things rather than an expert in 1.
My worst plan between jobs was to go to cooking school. (I didnt go) I dont cook. It was some sort of mental desperation thing.
what are some things you want to do?
[Edited on Jul 13, 2005 6:10PM]
corn porn.
I shouldnt be so judgemental.
i wonder if there is anything that not a single person on earth is sexually attracted to.