Monday Nov 21, 2005

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I hate to copy journal ideas from my myspace page but its whats on my mind to write about right now.

I've had this great need to travel, I want to go all over the US..like on a road trip. Ive brought it up amongst friends but no one thinks I am serious or no one seriously wants to go. So it looks like I might just be going on my own....I have enough money saved up...and Im pretty good at hustling for money no matter where I am! I think the experinence would be awesome....

But the issue is...Danny....don't want to leave the boyfriend behind. I really think he should go with me, but I dont think he wants to at all..it doesnt seem exciting to him to do that. Who knows I havent SERIOUSLY sat down and talked to him about it yet..

Has anyone ever had a dream but put it on hold for the one they love? confused
mastercraftsman:
"A journey is a person in itself; no two are alike, and all plans, safeguards, policies and coercion are fruitless. We find after years of struggle that we do not take a trip; a trip takes us." Had that quote from Steinbeck on the first page of an old travel journal. So yeah, my dream was to build a dream yatch and sail off to the Carribean with my true love. A year went by where every job I signed on for was a bust. After the fourth "never again" contract, I returned to my condo in Miami Beach to find no girl and no belongings. I wasn't boytoy enough. Also I wasn't into her grinding her crotch on guy's laps every night. Shit I was kidding myself, thinking she was the bomb. I literally arrived here in Charlotte penniless, after years of livin' it up. Things have a way of coming full circle though.... Just a matter of time.... smile
Later,
Dean

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