peggy

In my ripe old age of mid-twenties, I've made a self-discovery....I don't like people. They are vile, disgusting creatures. Most of them anyway. And I'm not upset at anyone or anything, I'm just stating my view on our species. I'm finding I don't like interacting with self-absorbed, close-minded, judgmental people. I'm sure I'm one of them. I know I wouldn't socialize with myself if given the chance. I used to be as stuck-up as they come. I hate myself for that. But even though I've worked on that there is still so much that could be improved upon.

I tremendously enjoy 'people watching' however. Just sitting in a crowded place, like a park or mall, and observing people and how they interact with one another. It's fascinating how you will see people cuss at each another about 10x's more than you see strangers exchange smiles. Not even a fucking 'excuse me' if they bump into one another. And they bump into each other on purpose due to the fact that neither person will move out of the way even slightly because each one thinks the other should step aside for them. It's sad. Sad and aggravating. And this is why people just suck.

I could go on and on at this point. I'm not even sure if this has made much sense since I gave the condensed version of everything that is running through my head. I only know that I'm not sure I want to get out and do anything knowing that this is what I have to deal with. Although I understand that also makes me one of those self-righteous people on some level and I hate myself even more for that.