peggy

No one understands. No one understands what I have to go through in his house. With these horrible, moody, bitchy, gluttonous, lazy, people. I need to move out and I need to do it now!!! I just keep going between extremely pissed off and crying my eyes out. And the one person who is supposed to be on my side no matter what is constantly sticking up for them and tells me to "let it go". "Let it go?!?!?!" Well, of course it's easy for him to say, he doesn't have to deal with any of it. I am filled with so much hate right now I can't even look any of them in the eyes. I knew moving in here for a few months would be a mistake.....and now I'm stuck until summer. I've already lent them $1500 that I probably won't ever get back.....

I wish I were more poetic like some of you so that this rant didn't sound so stupid....but I'm not. And I can't. All I have to go on right now are the feelings.....rage, hatred, dispair, loneliness......

I would just take a nap, but at 24 years old, these people who are not my family would start trouble over that so I guess I'll just stay on here and say I'm doing homework....