I am so upset I just want to sit here and cry! 
Since January I have been working 7 days a week with 12 hours both on Saturday and Sunday each. I though that tomorrow was going to be the last day that I did this but I just found out that I have to do it Sunday as well and it may even continue for longer.
Normally, with any other job I would just be like fuck it, no way in hell!!!! Especially since the weather is soooooo nice now. But I work for my in-laws. Taking care of their 14 year old handicapped daughter. I'm sorry, I love the girl dearly, but I see her more than I do my own son right now and I'm really starting to resent her and them!!!! 
I understand it's not her fault and I'm NOT taking it out on her, but every time I see my mother-in-law I just want to rip her face off!!!!
She gets free aide from the state and uses the nursing company that I work for assistance. But assistance for what???? She does NOTHING!!! Barely says HI to her own daughter. Her mother would rather spend all her time at bingo and stupid shit instead and let someone else raise her child.
It probably wouldn't bother me so bad except I had planned on spending Sunday with Jason taking Gavin to the park or somewhere where we could just unwind and now I can't. If I even try to explain this to her she will freak out on me and make life completely miserable for me even more. It's such a long fucking story that I don't know if I could get anyone to understand if I tried, but if I don't work Sunday I lose $150.....(sigh)......is $150 worth my sanity? This is the question I need to decide by tonight.
Sorry for my rant.......we have 6 adults, 1 teenager, and a preschooler living in a 6 bedroom house right now and I work for them too and I'm SERIOUSLY GOING TO FUCKING KILL SOMEONE VERY VERY VERY FUCKING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!
Since January I have been working 7 days a week with 12 hours both on Saturday and Sunday each. I though that tomorrow was going to be the last day that I did this but I just found out that I have to do it Sunday as well and it may even continue for longer.
Normally, with any other job I would just be like fuck it, no way in hell!!!! Especially since the weather is soooooo nice now. But I work for my in-laws.
Taking care of their 14 year old handicapped daughter. I'm sorry, I love the girl dearly, but I see her more than I do my own son right now and I'm really starting to resent her and them!!!! I understand it's not her fault and I'm NOT taking it out on her, but every time I see my mother-in-law I just want to rip her face off!!!!
She gets free aide from the state and uses the nursing company that I work for assistance. But assistance for what???? She does NOTHING!!! Barely says HI to her own daughter. Her mother would rather spend all her time at bingo and stupid shit instead and let someone else raise her child.
It probably wouldn't bother me so bad except I had planned on spending Sunday with Jason taking Gavin to the park or somewhere where we could just unwind and now I can't.
If I even try to explain this to her she will freak out on me and make life completely miserable for me even more. It's such a long fucking story that I don't know if I could get anyone to understand if I tried, but if I don't work Sunday I lose $150.....(sigh)......is $150 worth my sanity? This is the question I need to decide by tonight.
Sorry for my rant.......we have 6 adults, 1 teenager, and a preschooler living in a 6 bedroom house right now and I work for them too and I'm SERIOUSLY GOING TO FUCKING KILL SOMEONE VERY VERY VERY FUCKING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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