peche_____

Okay, and there are my long awaited friends, scared and lonely again. Great. How are you guys, wanna have some tea? Or a healthy kick in the butt?

I'm trying to make some changes. I applied for fysio therapy today so I can feel more at ease in my own skin, less tense and without the daily pain and headaches. It can clear my mind I think. I also want the therapist to advise me on sports I can do without killing myself or my wallet.

Yesterday I had a long talk with my now-ex-boyfriend. It was so difficult not to rush over there and cuddle him and tell him it was going to be fine. I wanted to make him feel better but I know my feelings have changed and I also know love doesn't grow on the happy-tree in my backyard. So I can't help him. I felt miserable all day thinking about what he said to me and how I was unable to tell him I loved him because I don't anymore. And now I am totally alone...
I thought about hittin' town with a friend but I don't know if I want to right now...
I also thought about buying tickets to go see Danko Jones in the Effenaar in Eindhoven. But I still haven't bought them.
I did get myself the new OOR magazine, just to check new bands. I feel a bit... stuck at home. At the moment. I need to go out, meet new people, but I'm not ready yet.

This is more info than you bargained for huh.

I sooo hope my set gets accepted... fingers crossed you guys!

xPeche