I really want to stay positive... my life isn't that bad you know. There is the boy, there is the baby boy, there is the house, there still is the job, the modeling.
But I need more. I think I want to be more creative but it just doesn't come... Sometimes I grab a pencil and paper and start designing tattoos but it just doesn't work... I don't know why. I know that is what I want to do with my life but the spirit just isn't there...
Or is it there but just not ready to come out... Maybe I should make more paintings and pictures first...
*sigh*
But I need more. I think I want to be more creative but it just doesn't come... Sometimes I grab a pencil and paper and start designing tattoos but it just doesn't work... I don't know why. I know that is what I want to do with my life but the spirit just isn't there...
Or is it there but just not ready to come out... Maybe I should make more paintings and pictures first...
*sigh*
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Center yourself and spit it out back at the world.
In the form of drawings, poetry, songs or any kind of other creative thing you come up with.
Be a perfectionist but bare in mind that things never come out exactly the way you planned. But hey does life always treat you the way you'd like to be treated?
Nice new profile pic.
You have a good time and keep your spirits up!