Righty..
So my life has gotten a bit... Wonky. To say the least.
I am a single parent for some time now. My ex husband takes care of our son sometimes but mostly I do.
Now. I had a good job, stable. I made a nice living for myself and my son. I did not depend on my ex husband or nothing.
That could all change soon.
The financial director of NS, where I work at, has thought up the plan to redirect all financial staff to Utrecht, which is not too close to home for me, I would have to travel for at least 3 hours total every working day.
But I have to take my son to daycare too, otherwise I could not even GO to work. But with all those traveling hours it would mean I could not make complete 8hr working days. And I don't even mention the stress every day. For me AND my son.
We would have to get up at 6 or 5.30, get dressed, have breakfast and some sort of social life and fun as well, I would have to take him to daycare which opens at 8, at 8.30 I would have to take the train for about 1 hour, a 20 minute walk to work, clocking and getting behind my desk, I would be actually working around 10, but at 16.00 I would have to make a run to catch the train back home to pick up my son before 17.45, when daycare closes...
That would be too much stress for me, I think I wouldn't last a week.
But... if I cannot move to Utrecht, according to Mr Bigshots plan, I would lose my job.
No job, no money, no money, no home, no home, no kid, no kid, no life.
Mondaymorning I am invited to my personnel manager, maybe he and I can come up with a plan to stay at work close to home.
At my work we fix trains for the National Railroad... we keep them working, revised and running... I work for the financial departement but I wouldn't mind working on the trains if that meant I could still work close to home.
So this all hase caused so much stress... I feel like a zombie... I have lost over 2 kilos in one week because I just don't feel hungry anymore, I think it's pure stress, but today I had my first snackattack... pure stress as well.
Hmm
Anyways, now for some better news, I have done my first test shoot for SG, just to see wether the photographer and I hit it off and we have! Exciting pictures of which I have not prepared a preview... yet.
Once the real deal is done... it will be fab. But due to the stress I have called the whole thing off for this week so we will try again in two weeks or so.
After that,
Crayne and I will attempt at a more naughty and exciting concept...
And by the way, the Corpse Bride did not live up to my expectations. It did not suck, noooo, but I was not as happy as I hoped I would be either...
I will try to be less sucky next entry.
Love, Peche
So my life has gotten a bit... Wonky. To say the least.
I am a single parent for some time now. My ex husband takes care of our son sometimes but mostly I do.
Now. I had a good job, stable. I made a nice living for myself and my son. I did not depend on my ex husband or nothing.
That could all change soon.
The financial director of NS, where I work at, has thought up the plan to redirect all financial staff to Utrecht, which is not too close to home for me, I would have to travel for at least 3 hours total every working day.
But I have to take my son to daycare too, otherwise I could not even GO to work. But with all those traveling hours it would mean I could not make complete 8hr working days. And I don't even mention the stress every day. For me AND my son.
We would have to get up at 6 or 5.30, get dressed, have breakfast and some sort of social life and fun as well, I would have to take him to daycare which opens at 8, at 8.30 I would have to take the train for about 1 hour, a 20 minute walk to work, clocking and getting behind my desk, I would be actually working around 10, but at 16.00 I would have to make a run to catch the train back home to pick up my son before 17.45, when daycare closes...
That would be too much stress for me, I think I wouldn't last a week.
But... if I cannot move to Utrecht, according to Mr Bigshots plan, I would lose my job.
No job, no money, no money, no home, no home, no kid, no kid, no life.
Mondaymorning I am invited to my personnel manager, maybe he and I can come up with a plan to stay at work close to home.
At my work we fix trains for the National Railroad... we keep them working, revised and running... I work for the financial departement but I wouldn't mind working on the trains if that meant I could still work close to home.
So this all hase caused so much stress... I feel like a zombie... I have lost over 2 kilos in one week because I just don't feel hungry anymore, I think it's pure stress, but today I had my first snackattack... pure stress as well.
Hmm
Anyways, now for some better news, I have done my first test shoot for SG, just to see wether the photographer and I hit it off and we have! Exciting pictures of which I have not prepared a preview... yet.
Once the real deal is done... it will be fab. But due to the stress I have called the whole thing off for this week so we will try again in two weeks or so.
After that,
Crayne and I will attempt at a more naughty and exciting concept...
And by the way, the Corpse Bride did not live up to my expectations. It did not suck, noooo, but I was not as happy as I hoped I would be either...
I will try to be less sucky next entry.
Love, Peche
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Corpse Bride and Charlie and the Choc...both sucked, I think Burton must have been as stretched as you seem right now.
Can't wait to see the shoot. The photos you have of your practice are great.
I hope.