peccavigianna

Ladies and Gentle germs.. Hello! If anyone keeps up with the BS drama that is my recent single life, here I GO AGAIN. It's amazing to know/think that you are not in love with someone only to realize that they are the person that you hate the most and probably would take back in a second if they would only say they are sorry. OH WELL. Life is funny like that. It's amazing how one person can bitch so much about how sorry they feel for themselves but shit we continue to do it. Somedays I want to just commit myself temp so that I can get away from everything. No job, no kiddo and no problems. Then you remember how much you LOVE the kiddo.
AND then you remember that you need a job to support the kiddo too. Sadly the job does not pay enough BY FAR and you remember that the paychecks were not a problem cause you were part of a team. A team that no longer exists and will not exist... then you fall right back into that damn depression. It's so pathetic really. Ughhh.. C'est la vie. Whatever will be will be....