HAHAHA I skipped work tonight 
Yeah I need to pack and get some things done but right now I am listening to some Linkin' Park. Yeah I admit it I love that band......the lyrics are great and I can relate. Ok here is one of their songs that I adore and can really crank up to listen to and loose myself in it. It is called Lying From You.
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I cant forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I cant pretend this is the way itll stay Im just
(trying to bend the truth)
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be, so Im
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life,Id rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you is me)
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin in
And now you think this person really is me and Im
(Trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is ME)
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
[Chorus]
(You)
No turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is me)
Yup Florida is coming......mixed thoughts but really happy to be away from home and to just get away from work. I need to get away from those shallow and selfish people. Plus watching kids suffer is enough for me to want to cry a few times a week. Why do I do it? I have no idea, I guess my body just aches for that sadness and stress. Anyway that is it of my thoughts that I really feel like sharing with strangers.
A big hug and thank you to whitewidow, HexeK, and thelastbeliever for the long talks that have made me cry and smile. You guys have special places in my heart. I love you guys
Plus all of my friends on my list...I love you all too but these 3 people have made the extra time for me lately. Gotta show them extra love....you understand right? Well if you don't, to fucking bad, deal with it. And if you don't like it.....don't leave a message.
Love to all
Yeah I need to pack and get some things done but right now I am listening to some Linkin' Park. Yeah I admit it I love that band......the lyrics are great and I can relate. Ok here is one of their songs that I adore and can really crank up to listen to and loose myself in it. It is called Lying From You.
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I cant forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I cant pretend this is the way itll stay Im just
(trying to bend the truth)
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be, so Im
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life,Id rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you is me)
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin in
And now you think this person really is me and Im
(Trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is ME)
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
[Chorus]
(You)
No turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is me)
Yup Florida is coming......mixed thoughts but really happy to be away from home and to just get away from work. I need to get away from those shallow and selfish people. Plus watching kids suffer is enough for me to want to cry a few times a week. Why do I do it? I have no idea, I guess my body just aches for that sadness and stress. Anyway that is it of my thoughts that I really feel like sharing with strangers.
A big hug and thank you to whitewidow, HexeK, and thelastbeliever for the long talks that have made me cry and smile. You guys have special places in my heart. I love you guys
Plus all of my friends on my list...I love you all too but these 3 people have made the extra time for me lately. Gotta show them extra love....you understand right? Well if you don't, to fucking bad, deal with it. And if you don't like it.....don't leave a message.
Love to all
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I think it is perfect for you. In the midst of boring green shines a bright flower. And though an outside green trys to grab it and take it away to hide its beauty, its true colors shine through and distract the plain boringness of the foreground. And colorfull as it may be there all alone, peacfull and vibrant, it still shows its heart of gold and stands tall and proud as if to say "I may be all alone here, but you noticed me."
Later girl, Ill quit stalking you now..........
I think it is perfect for you. In the midst of boring green shines a bright flower. And though an outside green trys to grab it and take it away to hide its beauty, its true colors shine through and distract the plain boringness of the foreground. And colorfull as it may be there all alone, peacfull and vibrant, it still shows its heart of gold and stands tall and proud as if to say "I may be all alone here, but you noticed me."
Later girl, Ill quit stalking you now..........