Can I just say something that is on my mind! thanks
When you can make kids feel better and at the same time seem to be so helpless to making them feel better, you get torn apart so easily. I have taken care of a little girl, for the past 3 nights, and she was supposed to go home today but probably wouldn't because of a new infection. I am not completely blaming myself but at the same time, how could I not be somewhat responsible? It just breaks my heart to see her crying from pain and I can't stop it like I would like to. But at the same time I have been taking care of a kid who was snowmobiling and wasn't wearing a helmet and hit a tree. That boy must have an angel to have only suffered from a broken leg and wrist. Well he went home today and it was amazing to see how strong this little 12 year old was and I helped in that.
You can smile so much and yet be so sad and helpless at the same time being a nurse. That is the one thing I hate the most about being a nurse, but you deal with it right? Yeah I try to tell myself that every day and night.
Anyway on to lighter subjects. I have made some really sweet friends lately and Christmas wasn't too bad. I was sick Christmas Eve and have worked every night except tonight since then. I got money and a few other things. Sounds good to me.
Now I just need to get my butt into gear to get my ticket for Florida and finalize my plans. Plus I actually have plans for New Years. I am going to meet up with some people from here and am so excited about it, can't wait!
Well I am cutting this off now. Have a great New Years everyone.
Love to all
Editing for this simple message.
Please pray for all who has been hurt by this terrible tsunami. My heart breaks for them and family. I just can't imagine what that would be like to loose your whole family or even part of it. God bless
When you can make kids feel better and at the same time seem to be so helpless to making them feel better, you get torn apart so easily. I have taken care of a little girl, for the past 3 nights, and she was supposed to go home today but probably wouldn't because of a new infection. I am not completely blaming myself but at the same time, how could I not be somewhat responsible? It just breaks my heart to see her crying from pain and I can't stop it like I would like to. But at the same time I have been taking care of a kid who was snowmobiling and wasn't wearing a helmet and hit a tree. That boy must have an angel to have only suffered from a broken leg and wrist. Well he went home today and it was amazing to see how strong this little 12 year old was and I helped in that.
You can smile so much and yet be so sad and helpless at the same time being a nurse. That is the one thing I hate the most about being a nurse, but you deal with it right? Yeah I try to tell myself that every day and night.
Anyway on to lighter subjects. I have made some really sweet friends lately and Christmas wasn't too bad. I was sick Christmas Eve and have worked every night except tonight since then. I got money and a few other things. Sounds good to me.
Now I just need to get my butt into gear to get my ticket for Florida and finalize my plans. Plus I actually have plans for New Years. I am going to meet up with some people from here and am so excited about it, can't wait!
Well I am cutting this off now. Have a great New Years everyone.
Love to all
Editing for this simple message.
Please pray for all who has been hurt by this terrible tsunami. My heart breaks for them and family. I just can't imagine what that would be like to loose your whole family or even part of it. God bless
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prettydeadgirl:
thank you! 
keila:
Hey send me your e-mail address and what major expressway you are taking to get to the east side of michigan through my connect section of my profile. I'll send you directions.